darkness

I was in a dark room, foes all around me just me and my thoghts darkness fills my mind
courrpeted by bad thoghts and pain which i feel inside me hidden away by jokes and smiles buliding and storing dark thoghts only for them to came out and hurt all of thos i hold dear just by my hand and my thoghts alone letting it control me and knowing theres nothing i can do.